-Flu~

what i'm get? ;x

2009-01-29T12:43:00.003+08:00

yeah~
my dear dear gave me 100k acash...
weeeeeeee~
but now just left 1k :x
i shopped non stop...
thx dear dear muacks muacks <333
he is my cute and big babe~
when i need him, he will always be there for me...
dear dear i love you...
and next :x
i did something very auntie matter~
i went to pray yesterday...
and i went to "ask the bamboo slip" (求签)
hohoho :x
what i'm got? (guess)
and and and... dear dear later in audi see got surprise or not :x
hehehes....
well, i have to stop here =)
byes byes <333

dear <333

2009-01-26T23:48:00.003+08:00

dear dear see we so sweet in the pic :x
and we wear sooooo red cox CNY now <3
dear dear sure get a lot angpow...
then money all let me spend :x
kidding nia hehes....
dear dear euu are my pillow :x
let me hug it and has a sweet dream <3
dear dear euu are my blanket...
cover me & let me feel warm...
dear dear euu are my man :x
stay with me forever and ever <333
muacks...

my new record

2009-01-25T21:00:00.005+08:00

hoho, i ninja "someone"

Yeah, My new record 1.4mil score for audi you 136bpm <3

lamer

2009-01-24T09:16:00.002+08:00

to those lamer :)

i am an attention seeker ? i cry out when i feel sad , cant i ? dun eu cry too ? dare to tell me eu nv cry be4 ? even if i am seeking ppl's attention , it's none of ur busines alright . ppl hu cares will care for me , ppl like eu r more disgusting than a piece of shit .

well , are eu starting to jealous i have a good boyf that eu hope to have long ago ? fortunately , my darling isn't blind , if nt , he will be choosing bytch like eu to be his gurlf , n tis will make him regret for his whole life . =) who says tat a buang gurl muz has a buang boyf ? O: so i think eu r buang too , then ur future or current or ex boyf also buang ? O: Omg so sad for eu ok , pity lil brat . btw , do eu learn maths ? (negative )(negative) = positive ? tqs for wishing me n my boyf have nice babies in the future ^^

are eu calling ur dog here ? i guess eu came to a wrong place . eu shud back to ur dog's kennel or cat's cage to call them out n feed them ur dog bones n fish bones ^^ n wat the hell is poo poo ? actually i dun give a damn . nvm , skipped it alright . i dun kinda und kid's languange . =)
i jz writing the fact tat i hate trouble , is thr anything wrong with my sentence ? O: i think no right ? so even if i rly buang , i think my looks are at least better than a bytch like eu kaopei all the way with ntg . n eu jz said tat no one like troubles then y are eu finDing trouble with me ? O: are eu brainless too ? or ur brain havent fully developed ? or eu nv study english ? eu dun even knw wat eu crapping ? O:

ohh , i think my boyf n i look ok . OHH , eu mean horny guy see me also feel like Vomiting ? so do eu rly see they Vomiting when they saw me ? we oni say the facts n the truth , no lies n fcking hell crap . why would eu wan to mind hw my boyf n i look ? does it matters ? n are eu sure n confirmed tat ur boyf will be a perfect guy ? hopeless match ? i think eu or a bunch of eu are the hopeless one ba . mind ur english pls , can eu see hw many sentence eu wrote in a wrong way ? mother of god , study more n try to flame ppl lesser , lil babies .

btw , " do u think i am ?! " wat a broken english eu have typed . who i offended ? i dun rly knw actually , i think tat is oni a bunch of lamers n kids tat have ntg to do n thr Comes these spams in my blog . yea , i need nt someone to pity . do eu realise it's " someone " aint " everyone " ? which means i need some help but nt pity from ppl , do eu rly get wat i mean ? study more english be4 eu read ppl's blog . yet , i am trying to solve all my problems by myself , tis is wat we called being INDEPENDANT . =)

i cant sure tat is thr anyone going to stand out for me , eu watch out for them then . if eu rly feel tat sry for * BLAMING ur dog , then eu shudn't have humiliate ppl's name in tat way . =) eu make ur dog's name IRIS , cuz the name is nice alright , so i think tat name is nice so i named myself IRIS is thr any diff ? the difference is eu name ur dog n i named myself , but it's jz a name . i can start to call eu bytch or cow too . so r eu rly a bytch or a fcking cow ? =.=

I guess eu can be a great writer on hw ppl immoral likes . (: i guess eu all rly have ntg to do . tat's all wat eu think i guess , nt wat i mean . =) so , it doesn't matter , it doesn't affect my mood or wateva eu think it will makes me down or frustrated . actually , eu nv did one . =) wat a gd example of failure =)

i nv think tat i lai ang is very dua taiji , yea , i feel really happy when i lai ang , eu knw wat ? cuz i knw i can born a baby nxt tym . (: if eu nv lai ang , or it doesn't Come on the right tym , then eu will have a big trouble n eu will have a great chance cant be pregnant n have any baby eu wished to have . =) ohh , so eu meant ur boyf smell ur cheebye when eu lai ang too ? O: oh god , so unbelievable ! =D

Just changed my name

2009-01-22T17:41:00.017+08:00

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Current my name is Iris ;x
Weird ma? x.x
I don't call IKKI or Jenny anymore...
The 2 name gave me a lot happy & sad memories...
I'm changed my name wish that can change my luck too ;x
And past just past...
And from now on i stop my childish attitude too...
If last time who i did something wrong to you...
At here I'm apologize too...
And bye my every enemies :x
IKKI no more just got Iris now :)
At last, I'm here to say Hello I'm Iris... Nice to meet you all :D

2009-01-21T02:22:00.002+08:00

ummm... tonight I can't fall asleep...
just now happened something...
just want to say... i will try to change...
and i promised you...
i won't break the promise...
he appear in my mind...
he told me every words i remember...
our promise...

sat skool~

2009-01-17T13:32:00.002+08:00

just back from school no longer...
sad that my dear dear at outside again..
ummm... in fact i got a bit sad de...
nvm forget it...
today sat having school...
lucky not much homework...
but still got...
i hate malay...
i don't even know how to do...
hais...
at school not bad today...
english teacher ask us write a essay title is " My birthday party! " ==!
kindergarten essay :x
but teacher want us to write 300 words~
argh~ the title to us easy..
but the words needed a bit hard to me :x
and so ya...
we discuss at class...
got 1 sentence make us laugh till stomache...
here the sentence... we write... "When I opened the door, I saw my 3 pack of fat oil dad stood in front of ME! digging nose? :x
then then we whole group people keep laugh...
i laugh most loud :x
don't care teacher there or not...
cause hor... they said wanted to write "When I opened the door, I saw my prince stood in front of me..."
then I think awhile and "3 pack" appear in my mind :X
then like this norh hehehes...
nothing to post le...
maybe later will post again norh...
cause now i very super bored without HIM...

skool?

2009-01-15T17:55:00.003+08:00

argh!!!!
I'm very tired today x.x
want to sleep early tonite...
just now i from 1:10pm wait my dad come fetch me till 2:00pm like tat...
i called my house phone...
my bro picked and asked me where am i...
then he 2:28pm reached and fetch me home...
so tired le...
wait so long x,x
haix...
and i brought 5 text books to school...
heavy...
and the sun so fking hot x.x
while waiting...i keep thinking a lot thing...
don't wanna to say what's that...
say and no say no different...
so forget it...
thanks dear dear accompany me when i need him...
muacks ai ni dear dear...
can't leave me without my permission :X
you say let me be ur da xiao jie de hor...
so... no my permission you can't leave me =)
i will TRY to be a reasonable da xiao jie...
so ya... end of here today...
cause i'm very sleepy now...
going bathe and see whether i want to eat dinner and sleep or sleep now...
mai care anything? x.x
but later i will get hungry at mightnight while sleeping...
fine... bathe 1st...
cya all <3

arghhh~

2009-01-14T16:49:00.003+08:00

Fking bored now days...
Keep got a lot a lot homework...
Make me going bth le...
More worst is that end of Jan exam coming...
WTF luh...
Fking school has a fking exam...
Brainless school...
Make us CNY can't happy & relax to pass it...
_|_ them ==!
now days keep homework, sleep, eat, bathe go school...
On9 game also no times to play le...
Fking hate kena scold that feeling...
Make me so moody...
Hais don't wanna to say what happen...
Forget it...
Just hope has a peace school life & my life...
N0thing special for today...
I'm going back to continue my homework...
That make me feel so TIRED!

tired!

2009-01-12T19:20:00.001+08:00

walao x.x
so many homework~
argh~ finally can change class...
but... this class really a lot homework...
now my neck pain finger also pain...
still got 2 homework haven done...
last fri cause in a lousy class cried...
now tired cause i keep copy back the homework...
from K2 to K3 then now K1...
Most homework is current my class K1...
argh~ rest awhile then do again bah :)
i now going to bathe byes all~
miss you dear dear~ muacks~

sorry

2009-01-11T15:06:00.006+08:00

Very moody now...
My heart very pain...
Don't wanna say what happen...
Just want to keep quiet...
Is it you don't wanna to care me anymore...
You really want to leave me alone here?
I don't know...
I really don't know...
Maybe sometimes I really never be a good stead...
Maybe I'm always make you worry & angry...
Maybe you tired to me already...
Maybe...
I nothing can say...
Nothing can do...
I'm just so naive...
I don't know how to apologize...
Don't know how to let you cool down...
Don't know what to do when we argue...
Just will quiet there...
I'm a naive girl...
Just will know how to cry...
how to smile...
how to 撒娇...
how to 嗲嗲你...
But don't know how to make you happy...
Dear dear...sorry...
Really sorry...
Sorry...

present~

2009-01-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

woots~
JUST WAKE UP NO LONGER!!!! :S
walao just now sleep 6 hrs x.x
too tired~
i don't want change class~
i want stay back my class~
don't wanna to change le...
how can like that say change then change le!!!!!!!!!
hate
and next~
here dear dear your 2nd present :x
my pic :x
if not nice pls don't give any comment :s
i don't want see any bad comment~

Happy birthday!

2009-01-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

Happy bday dear dear!!!!!
muacks muacks!
wish you all the best!!!!!!!!! :x
dear dear later i post a pic for your another bday present xD
dear dear no matter what you always bring happiness to me :s
when we a bit argue or sad sad you always the one who will auto hong me back =)
dear dear~~~~
i need say sorry to you~
cause.....
cause........
cause...........
i make you lost interesting other girls! :s
woots~
you sure smiling now :x
want see your smile everyday ^^
okay lastly! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY BABY!

post post post!

2009-01-07T00:23:00.007+08:00

This my lovely doll now!!!! =)

pants!!!

woots~

jacket :s

this ar... skin care lotion~ I'm ready bring it to school :s

my new specs!!!

woots! my blog dead....
dam long no write blog le...
cause a bit lazy now...
school reopen le...
i'm always 2am+ slept...
and very unlucky ti0 taiji at 2009...
before school reopen i sua it already...
now I feel that I'm hate got enemy...
very disgusted feeling...
i hate myself to hate people...
cause will let me feel very tired...
but please don't come annoying me...
don't make me feel angry then waste my tears...
why will waste my tears?
cause when I'm too pissed i will cry but not sad :s
so don't make me angry too thanks...
and I'm already big girl...
i don't need people keep take care me...
cause i just need 1 person take care me only...
that is my hubby "Dadar" ...
don't misunderstand hor...
i'm not mean don't need friends to care me :x
i'm just telling someone...
i don't want to say who is that...
but i get complain from friend...
so that "person" please don't go ask my friend to take care me...
and if you got a stead or more then one...
please put your love with her...
ok end this topic here...
and next...
in this week i bought a lot things with my mum :x
we SHOP!
i made my new specs...
i want to study hard now...
actually last year i want to study hard already...
cause i lost my specs...
and i don't want to waste my mum's money again...
cause that specs very ex...
350 dollars? maybe to some people that very cheap...
but to me that very ex :x
now this new specs 280 dollars...
i'm trying to choose cheaper one :s
last time after school i will kept audi audi...
tired also want to play audi...
but don't know why now very less touch my pc...
today whole afternoon slept...
from 3pm till 6pm+...
then my dad called me woke up...
cause want to get my specs :x
later show you what i'm bought...
and lastly
now over 12am...
and yes 7th of Jan is my brother bday :s
anyway happy birthday to you =)
my bro and I not close to each other...
so i just at here wish him happy bday nia...
AND!!!
tomorrow 8th of Jan!!!
my dear dear~ BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
i prepared his gift ^^
i don't care anything!
tomorrow how tired also must wait him back home from school :s
just now after school i went to bought some notebook...
and i saw a lot gift box...
i felt want to buy it & some gift :s
want to give him a surprise...
but i never buy it...
cause i spent a lot money at CNY's shirt & school...
i'm trying to save my mum's money...
don't want to spend so much money x.x
still owe my friend 23 dollars...
maybe after CNY i will pay back to her :x
my post got a bit long...
okay, i have to end here...
night all...
but awhile i then go sleep...

SELL!

2009-01-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

ahLING lesbo see here!!!!!!!

I'm selling you out now...
Anyone want couple my lesbo?!
She look nice...
Bo attitude one...
Very guai what you want do what to her also can...
She won't say "NO" =)
Price : 1 nite accompany her (watever you 2 want to do we don't care)
If want couple her please call this num : 9991234567
She waiting for you meow~

result

2008-12-31T02:09:00.002+08:00

yo people <3
long time no post blog le~
paiseh hor~
few days very busy...
today just got my result!
excited.... ALL PASS!
maths get B shocked =x
but never screwed any A
hahas... just wish to pass all enough le~
have a short post for today nia~
cause i'm rushing to do other things...
that important~
i want get ready my dadar's bday present! <3

wo ai ni dadar =)

2008-12-27T03:45:00.014+08:00

tonight have a sweet night with my dadar...
dadar, i promise you i won't leave you...
i won't let you live alone anymore...
i won't let you alone in this world anymore...
i will let you feel my love & care...
i will bring a lot happy make your life wonderful...
dadar although you sha sha de...
but i like it...
you make me feel the warm and the care...
and you really don't wish to lost me...
i also don't wish to leave you...
we will hold each other hand live together...
although I'm not perfect...
but in your eyes I'm wonderful de rite? =x
你是我的幸福吗？
dadar, you always is my xing fu...
you bring my smile back...
you bring my happy back...
you bring me a future...
you going bring me a family hor? =x
although I'm not pro in sweet talk...
but i will care you & love you more then everyone...
no matter what I will forever love you...
i will give you a surprise soon =)
but the surprise won't too big...
i really hope i can give you 2 yrs after that surprise...
if i can do it i will <333

David 吴德伟 you are loved by Jenny 邓彩倩 =)

我爱你。。。亲爱的。。。

a happy nite~

2008-12-26T03:02:00.005+08:00

headache~
my head argh!!!!!!
nvm~ forget it...
just now norh ...
dadar make me cried tao yan...
but he also make me smile back <3
just now when I'm crying i edit le 2 pic...
later i then show you all...
dadar always so naughty but i like it...
woots~ =x
how much i love him...
the 2 pic help me show out...
now my head very pain so not really can think what can i write x.x
but today the post special on the 2 pic =)
okay, show you all here~
last...i love you dadar...

merry xmas =)

2008-12-25T01:00:00.014+08:00

HOHOHO! MERRY XMAS!
Dadar went out celebrate and count down le
Just sms-ed him wish him merry xmas <3
But until now he still haven reply...
Think maybe he drank le =S
I very miss you now...
Haiyo~ this year alone over xmas again le~
Feel abit lonely~
Nvm don't care it =p
But still got a lot friends accompany me over xmas <3
Just now received Damien sent me xmas gift... (actually me force one) =p
But i'm waiting my dadar's gift...
I'm waiting the 80k+ 1 set dress gift!
lalalalas...
Be his xing fu de nv ren~
Today nothing special...
Just feel a bit bored and lonely nia <3
Anyway, wish my all friends & dadar MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3

dadar muacks!

2008-12-24T04:39:00.007+08:00

hey~ whats up?!
nothing... just want to write a solo post to my dadar...
now feel a bit sleepy~
why le? cause just finish on call with my dadar~
we chat chat talk talk dam happy la <3
my love to him won't change!
even got distance i also won't mind and care...
i just know who i'm loving now...
you hor... this time your solo post you see it you sure call me until my hp BOMB!
i show you now how much i love you!

我爱你 DAVID!

JENNY LOVE DAVID FOREVER!

IKKI LOVE DAVID FOREVER!

JENDAR LOVE DADAR FOREVER!

I LOVE YOU! MY BOY <3

IKKI speaking : Is it got a bit weird? Why will got Jenny love David one?
Actually when i know him, I'm still called Jenny =)
But now all please call me IKKI not Jenny =x

angry...

2008-12-22T23:35:00.003+08:00

this time i really angry...
what happen?!
i don't want say what matter....
the one hor who don't trust me
or go tell other people my bad thing...
say this and that...
i tell you all...
today i don't go ask clear what fking happen going on...
not cause i really did it...
IT CAUSE! i don't want make other people ti0 scold...
today i can don't show my anger out...
don't think i will don't know what you trying to do...
i also will got limit...
not a foolish let you all say THIS AND THAT!
i told you all before...
i HATE people don't trust me!
i say no MEAN no!
and the one who always bad mouth me one...
better be careful...
don't think i don't know...
i also will got 1 day bth...
i won't give any face anymore...
i'm not ahlian or what...
also just a normal girl...
BUT! when i bth that time i will say bye bye to you all =)
remember my words.

lonely nite

2008-12-21T02:40:00.007+08:00

hmmm...
today finally everything settled le...
everything be back normal...
need apologize de also apologized le...
don't care who true and wrong...
just hope can see everyone smile...
including myself...
i'm feel better now...
this time i really did that forgive & forget...
i don't wish to lost any friends...
i miss we together every memories...
feel tonight so silent...
feel so enjoy and relax...
dadar so wish you now with me...
thinking of you...
i think now you sleeping dreaming of other girl =x
kidding nia don't serious hor...
dadar got miss me ma?
today afternoon you hong me sleep i feel so sweet...
dadar thx you always stay beside me...
accompany me whole day...
tomorrow you work don't work till too tired hor...
muacks ai ni dadar <333333333
today my friend tell me 29th is take result day...
i'm shocked... i hear another friend say is 24th de le...
haiyo... don't know~
WTF norh........... my friend say is 24th then some say 29th....
which 1 is true de!!!!!!!
bless me don't fail too much TT

woots~ =)

2008-12-20T09:56:00.003+08:00

woots~ morning!
wow~ yesterday very early 1am slept le...
but don't too happy, 3am i awoke...
is it i'm a bit crazy?!
then i go kitchen cook a packet of maggie mee~
and watch tv until 5:30am...
then i tried to sleep again...
suay~ i can't even fall asleep...
i kept turned here and there...
what happen to me~
in my mind thinking a lot of thing...
hur hur~
fainted~
until 7am... i finally slept le =x
until 9:30am!
i awoke!
cause tuition!
a bit tired~
nvm bah mai care it le...
10am now! goshhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
i'm rush to tuition le <3
love all my friends <3
esp my babe dadar <3333333333333333
byes all!

missing you~

2008-12-19T02:54:00.003+08:00

today i picked a morning call~
from my dadar~
sad... he today whole day can't accompany me...
today also happen a lot...
had a meeting...
finally today solved everything le...
the end is a happy ending?
maybe =x
just don't feel wanna to care so much le...
said out all my feeling already...
feel better a lot...
this big fam i still will love it more and more...
also want a happy fam...
a peaceful life in audi...
just want let you all are my friends know...
i treat you all really are friends...
do everything also won't got intention...
i really hope everyone treat me as a friend too~
that what i'm wish to have it now...
i whole day missing dadar...
he not around... i really miss him...
dadar how about you today?
happy ma? how the party?
got miss me or not?
dadar tomorrow faster come call me~
i miss your voice~
i love you dadar <3
i don't care other ppl think you are what...
i just know if be your gf can't understand what you need...
how long a relationship also will end it...
wish we can patience this 2 years...
this 2 years can show everyone and me & you too~
show everyone we not hongster or whatever...
we always serious in love...
we did not flirt or anything...
i also won't go snatch other people thing...
although i'm not da xiao jie...
i'm not rich too~
i'm just really very normal girl...
but at least respect me as a friend too...
if you are my friend you will trust what i'm say now and know i don't like people don't trust me too...
my heart now sudden pain and hard breath...
just awhile only...
anyway dadar i will always side on you and let you feel my care <3
just like how you treat me same will reflect to urself...
wo ai ni dadar<3

happy day

2008-12-18T02:00:00.005+08:00

hur hur !
last night bo write blog =x
cause a bit lazy norh...
just now wedding!
woots! just now audi super super super lag!!!
wow... teng said won't pass de...
cause some couple tried before too...
but my cute cute dadar bth kept wanted to try it...
ok then we tried it!
then we failed 2 tries norh...
then the 3rd tries...
hoho! miracle at last 30sec PASSED!
my the dadar happy dao forget ss down!
ben si le...
then at 10:30pm we went to bathe norh...
then 11pm+ we chat in msn until now...
and he made this 2 things to me~
the picture showed at the top there...
love you too dadar~

i miss euu breastfriend

2008-12-16T05:52:00.003+08:00

sudden... you appear in my mind...
janice i miss you...
last time we always together happy and smile...
together watch drama till mightnite...
you the 1st one which friend i most miss till cry...
i remember we always stick together...
no matter what you also will side me...
and you show me that how much i pay out also will can get back more and more...
i wish you really can find your true love...
past just a past...
let it go...
janice you forever also my breastfriend...
my the only one breastfriend...
i miss you always <3

dadar!

2008-12-16T03:57:00.002+08:00

dadar~ here your solo post again! ^^
see i so love you so teng ni~
muacks muacks<33333333
i love see your smile =)
i love chat with you...
i love on call with you...
i love your voice..
i love your smell...
i love your everything...
want to tell you i love you...
muacks dadar <33333
you forever is mine de...

O.O

2008-12-16T03:37:00.005+08:00

i'm bak again! =x
yesterday a bit lazy post blog so never post...
haix, this few days alot happen norh~
don't know how to face too~
also lazy to care it...
today with dadar play audi till now =x
and hor he very teng wo neh...
why le? secret ^^
he now no mood again x.x
don't wish see him sad or moody le~
haix... muacks muacks <33333333
don't no mood le hao ma dadar~~~~
wo hen ai ni de orh =)
the top tat "IKKI" is alfred kor design for me 1...
use free hand de =x
ok la not bad la draw dao... anyway thx kor...
euu 4eva also my good kor kor...

hmm?

2008-12-14T03:38:00.003+08:00

hmm... 2nd post for today...
last nite i overnight no slept...
12pm after tuition back home and on9 audi play...
then alfred on9 came in the room...
in the room just me and lynn...
he started to scold me this and that...
blame me this and that...
after that i cried and angry till leave fam...
but no longer i joined back...
then i went to get a rest...
at night... alfred on9 and said he got sth to tell me...
then he created a room and we 2 chat inside...
at 1st i think he want to blame me some more or what...
but he did not...
he asked me be back his mei...
i accepted it...
but he won't know he scolded me that time already hurt me deep...
now me to him really just as a normal friend...
now i just wish with my dadar can forever...
nothing let me change my mind... that this world got forever de...
just you trust got.. it really will got...
dadar i don't want see you sad or angry anymore <33333
remember that i most care on you...
you the most important to me...
can't live without you...
wish to have a sweet talk with you soon~
tomorrow maybe got go work...
see i want to do or not...
but i feel i want to enjoy this few weeks holidays...
with my beloved dadar <333

dadar...

2008-12-14T02:52:00.002+08:00

dadar... wanna let you know...
i'm really love you and care you much...
i know sometimes i will neglect you...
i'm sorry of it...
i don't know what can i do to show that you are the most important in my life...
i don't know i still can say what to prove you my love...
although you not super shuai...
but you show me your love and your care...
you understand me what i'm really need...
when i got any happen, you also will chiong come ask me what's going on...
no matter what... you also won't scold me to make me hurt...
no matter what you also won't hide from me...
you just my big babe~ want me care you and love you...
no love our life won't so colorful...
no love we won't so happy...
no you my life just got black and white...
no you my smile won't be show out...
you my wonderful dar...
in my heart you are perfect...
care & love each other...
what we really need just same with another one...
my love to you won't be gone...
you promise won't let me drop a tear anymore...
although i cried last night...
you the one who accompany me whole day whole night...
shuai or not really not a matter...
you show me that love & understand a person...
can let me stay by your side...
i rejected other... you the one who i won't to be reject...
just wanna to tell you...you are my only one...

a messy day...

2008-12-13T03:01:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
today a lot bad happen on me...
when today fb my screen sudden turn dark...
can't even play...
i cried out...
cried very long... until fb end until i knew we in final le...
haix...
then just now my brother help me on back my com...
then i log in audi and saw copy broke up with me...
nice to do this to me ma?
why must make me in a difficult way....
i don't know...
my eyes very very tired....

nice pic?

2008-12-12T02:46:00.011+08:00

hello! here your dearest friend speaking =)
wow, today too free so take some new pic woots~
CHERISH! here my new pic =x
and my short hair lalalas...
but other people not short x.x
okok la... but cut short a lot le~
a bit bu xi guan norh...
tomorrow is fam battle le!
all fam battle players jiayous hor!
tomorrow i will at obs help you all gambateh!
try all your best can le!
remember don't stress! =)
today recruited a lot new members lalalas...
yesterday 4am+ slept le...
1st time so early sleep le...
i mean in this long holiday =x
sudden i missing someone...
she appear in my mind...
janice~ miss you so much =)
long time no post some abt you de le....
hehes how your life?
my breastfriend... =)
my qianwen lao po neh~
hehes.... she hor need more nv ren wei then can find her true love...
lalalas~ don't scold me hor =x
wo ye shi wei ni hao de <3
my the someone~
he pei me sweet talk lalalas....
later going sleep after sweet talk with him norh...
he always so huai dan de =x
but won't piak him cause he don't like...
so i choose to dote him more and more <333
hmmm... today alfred complain to me =x
say say say........i less pei him in audi woots~
sry norh =x now try to pei longer and train skill with you =)
jys our next love party 900+ points! very fast de!
hoho man man lai =x don't need so rush...
ok today post like very long...
let you all see see my pic at bottom~
byes & night everyone <3

let me tell you a story~

2008-12-11T01:07:00.006+08:00

Last 3 yrs ago....
At Oct 2005 yrs, i'm played a game called "audition sea"...
This game let me ki siao at that time...
Play non-stop...
When I'm back up lvl... I met a person...
But he not my true love...
At that time I really loved him...
The someone...
Then we couple no longer broke up...
When we couple that time... he intro his cousin to me...
From that day they both also be my bro...
Until now...
Until this holiday...
His cousin aka my bro told me something that... [ he love me 1 yr ago]
At the same times... I also realized I fall in love with him...
But why he don't want asked me for cpl since he love me so long?
Cause we are live in different country...
He felt distance is a prob between me and him...
So he chose not to say out...
He too understand me...
When we sad we will find each other said out...
Won't hide anything from each other...
Our promised....
When i'm sad, angry or scare...
You also will stay my side...
Keep comfort me...
Concern me...
You give me feel the warm...
When I see you injured or sad...
My heart will pain...
My tears will drop...
Now currently Im single...
But why don't want to cpl him?
Cause i scare the feeling will fade...
2 more yrs... I'm 17 yrs old...
If can patience this 2 yrs...
No matter what... I still will cpl him...
Follow him go anywhere....
Distance love is it can't work?
The times will show me....
I'm waiting...
Just want to tell you... I love you...

!!!!

2008-12-11T00:48:00.005+08:00

yo yo yo =)
just attended teng's wedding!!!
i get the flower! muahaha...
10k is mine de le!
le li le li bubuuuuuu~
here the pic show! QianWen lao po ss-ed 1 =X
and today afternoon argued with alfred norh~
ps cause sad sad ma that time...
next 2 days is fam battle le! wow~ today pwned a fam 3 rds woots~ =X
we not bully hor, they also very pro de le~
TT my skill all zao le~
how how how~ sob~
nvm wish the fb players good luck <3

O.O

2008-12-09T03:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... today he early off9 le...
cause his dad rush him go sleep...
nvm norh let him go rest early bah =)
just now got fam battle!
weeeeee~ we win 3 rd never lose =X
but after that yanling and taka argued again~
heard from alfred they like break up again...
we just stranger, other people couple thing we better don't care so much...
but can see out yanling never do wrong anything or what...
don't know when taka will know how to cherish yanling...
hope them be fine or yanling can give up him get a new life...
don't keep break, patch, break, patch again and again...
wish you get your true love...
find a person that won't let you drop tears and hurt you de...
today 4pm then wake up, then tagged heart with alfred norh =X
want faster love party ah!!!!
but need train skill 1st bah~
alfred jia you too...
train your skill and try to play bboi4 & 8...
can let you easy remember all the key!
the pig sure sleeping now luh...
love him always <3

weeeee

2008-12-07T03:12:00.000+08:00

Just on call finish...
Now is 3:12am...
Missing someone...
Missing you...
Special for you...
Tonight wish you have a sweet dream...
Lalalas...
Today afternoon, my friends and I helped friend to fam battle woots~
Battle for fun only...
Cause very bored ma...
So friend lend us their fam let us battle...
Dam fun norh hehes...
Yesterday overnight never slept...
Dam tired norh...
Today morning 10am still got tuition neh...
Tuition till 12 pm came back and slept =X
Until 4pm like that wake up norh...
Then on9 audi play with Alfred and Qianwen them norh...
Love all my audi friends & dar <3

babe~

2008-12-06T04:44:00.000+08:00

My notti babe~ =X
BOOOOO~
Here your little solo post...
Babe must always stay beside me hor
Cannot leave me alone le <3
My big babe thanks you everyday accompany me till so late...
Babe now you reading sure at there "tou xiao" de le hor? =X
Sometimes see you jealous abit hehes...
AHHH!!!! Joke onli don't take it so serious =p
When you angry so scary leh~
Yeeeeee ><"
Hao la hao la your little solo post until here...
Sayonara~

TT

2008-12-06T04:08:00.000+08:00

ben dan! sob~
ben dan alfred go lied me said got ghost in my room at behind me...
scare me make me so scare ~.~
then someone who care me de now angry me...
cox he told me tat fake de...
bt i really scare this kind of thing ma~
how i knw~ sry la ~ woots~
tml is sat... tuition...
i 4get and now haven sleep...
4:10am...
im scared now...
haix...
today alot happen...
and 1 more thing i want to warn...
LEOW KAH WEI or Ah Lau!
Please fk off from me...
Don't keep spam my call! I don't need your any concern!
And called to me say something bullshyt thing!
I fking no mood now!
You better don't call me anymore!
And don't need call anyone take care me or what...
THIS ALL JUST RUBBISH!
NEXT TIME I CAN'T MARRIED OUT ALSO DON'T NEED YOU!
Stop calling HuiLing break with WeiCong! Then couple with you!
Stop spam my call!
Stop your fking nonsense!
Stop ask anyone take care me! And I'm not xiao mei mei I don't need you take care me!
So you fk off!
And if you so got guts ask your friends come find me beat me up just come!
CCB you, you think who you are?! Think you got back up very pro is it?
If you so got guts why that time Lawrence find you, you don't dare pick up people phone?
Now so got guts go call people and said something what if not cause him I won't break with you?
I tell you, no lawrence that time longer more i also will break with you!
You really very digusted! Ehh that time in friendster not wrote want me regret de meh?
Why now look you more regret then me?
And please don't call to my gan jie already...
She not so free let you keep hanged call!
You wan people care you just go ahead la!
Don't come annoyed me!
You fking man so siam don't come disturb my life! _|_
I don't want to know you cried for me how many times...
Want cried go find ur mum there cried la!
Cried over phone for what?!
Till now I still don't know you girl or boy
And no feeling with you anymore...
Just siam can le...

yawn~

2008-12-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

Yawn~ tired le this few days...
Why le? secret =x
And I just back home, just now went to cut hair =)
I'm very sleepy now~
David kor, next time don't so stupid put your hp on table le...
Aiya save money buy another new one ^^
Cheer up hor ~
Just like "jiu de bu qu xing de bu lai" =X
Today nothing happen...
But I have a very wonderful life now...
Please don't come spoil my peace life...
Missing everyone...
Missing every friends...
Missing you... =X
Special the you <3

Guess guess who is that? ^^

I want nothing...

2008-12-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

Life is control in my hand...
Everything I can control myself...
I can control I wanna to love who...
I can control when I wanna to die...
I can decide everything by myself...
I can cheer up myself...
I can let myself don't fall down...
I can let myself won't get hurt...
I can let myself don't do wrong anything...
But sometimes I did wrong something, that I don't know...
When people angry or accuse me...
I will feel very down...
Maybe I really did wrong...
Maybe I won't to be listen...
Maybe I really too naughty...
Forever won't listen what other people advice...
I have nothing...
Just wish that what I'm having now won't leave from me...
My wish...
My wish...
Just a hope...

haix

2008-12-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

Now very moody...
Due to something happen...
I don't wanna to say it anymore... =(

yawn~

2008-12-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone!
Currently 6:56pm...
I'm wake up at 4:37pm...
Today sleep really dam long le~
Tonight after audi patch must chiong hearts and love party!!!!
Cause I'm waiting very long~
100 points+ more can love party le!
Audi why patch so long de bodoh!
Yesterday night chat with David till morning 6am =x
Cause I want watch my drama ma...
Then he just back from china so we chat till none stop =]
Just on9 then the ben dan Alfred call me pig woots~
Really tired ma hehe...
OK! Is time to eat my breakfast? Or dinner? LOL!

^^

2008-12-01T04:48:00.000+08:00

Hey yo people =)
Tonight nothing happen...
Very peace...
Today morning picked my phone called by HL...
She told me something liddat...
Aiyo I also don't want to care it already...
Today babe"Alfred" hanged out with friends...
So I very bored at home norh...
But still ok ok la...
Play with friends...
And want thx for MIKO!
She teached me setting and now my audi not so lag le...
Thx my cutie ~HanyouMIKO~ =X
My babe babe just now scolded me sobx~
Cause I search a game then let him wait in audi...
And other couple also waiting to tag de...
Sorry my dar dar~
Won't got next time...
You angry dam scary~ x.x
But le... at last you also hong hui wo =X
I will be guai de le meow~

yo!

2008-11-30T04:38:00.001+08:00

Hey yo my friends =)
Tonight dam funny norh..
Just now video call with alfred =x
He hor, dam shy le...
Keep cover his face...
Keep say he got pimple cannot show his face!
Keep want show me pimple but don't want show his face =X
Ben dan la him...
But cute la when he smile...
Maybe his smile can kill every girls =x
Piang~ maybe just kill me only LOL!
Today miss my tuition class norh!
My father la... never call me wake up...
Then 1pm+ Janice called me...
Alfred asked Janice call me wake up one...
Walao, I shocked norh...
Wake up saw the time 1pm+ my eyes O.O!!!!!!!!!
Then went to ask my father why never call me wake up...
He said next 3 week every class + 30 min more...
Walao... tired de norh...
And I always never eat my breakfast then went to tuition le...
Haiyoyo...
At last, I want grats my friend, MeiQi/---xNoObYx33 married le...
She finally marry out! =X

hmmm...

2008-11-29T04:25:00.000+08:00

Hellow people...
Tonight very moody orh...
I'm thinking if 1 day...1 day... audi close down le...
He won't be mine anymore...
Just now heard a song called "one for me"...
My tears running in my eyes...
Maybe this is the fate...
Between me and him...
But no future the hope...
Anyway, I still will be always the ME...
Won't let myself fall down that me...

T_T

2008-11-28T04:16:00.000+08:00

Baka le =X
Chatting with qianwen...
We talking about girl's boobs...
Haix...
Although this is very private thing...
But I'm fine when chat with friends about this...
I admit myself not enough big...
But this also no choice ma...
Qianwen still small, her small also no wrong...
But me elder then her 2 yrs le...
That why...
Hmmm...
Don't wan to care it le...
Tired of it...
Sick of it...

yeah yeah yeah!

2008-11-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally my love party today!
my ring ring ring <3333
I LOVE IT
hehehes...
1k more points my next love party coming soon
Now le Qianwen, Alfred and ME webcam-ing...
LOL! Alfred don't want on his webcam T_T
His sister using~~~~~
Nvm la next time then view =X

sleepy~

2008-11-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

Walao, i very sleepy leh tonight..
Cox yesterday slept at 7am this morning...
Then 3pm wk up... 8 hrs le...
Not enough sleep...
Fainted~
Audi finally can play le...
But Alfred today busy luh...
He asked Qianwen told me that he today never on9..
Then i watched my drama norh...
Just now Qianwen,Yanling,Teng and me gossip about guys =X
We kpo kpo...
Keep chit chat chit chat =X
But fun norh...
Cox when in audi we can't spam fam chat de ma...
And not everyone free when in audi...
We still need check members this and that...
But now my account was safe...
Cox when i create my account that time got write my true IC there =X
Anyway, tonight really very sleepy...
So I'm going see got what snack can eat
My that stupid Janice hor, I want piak her le...
Huai dan si le...
Bodoh Janice <3

uh huh?

2008-11-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

Yo~ whole day can't audi bored le...
My Fongleng lao po mai sad sad le<3
He don't love you still got friends love you ma...
But I also prefer you stay single now better bah...
Although you now 17 yrs old le...
But now hard to find true love ma...
If someone love you must know each other longer 1st hor...
Lalalas...
And don't find so horny de hor =X
Later you bth LOL!
I ki siao liao luh~
Tonite then post again luh<3
byes.

oh yuck!

2008-11-26T17:16:00.001+08:00

pls la don't call me anymore!
ur voice let me feel very disgusted...
bodoh la you!
don't infront me keep act act
you just make ppl so hate you!
tot urself is who? LOL
so yuck man...
don't attitude me you just so sux ^^

love Alfred <3

over nite

2008-11-26T06:16:00.000+08:00

Hellow =)
I'm back again...
Now is 6:16am...
I whole night no sleep le..
Msn chat with Janice...
Cox we 2 also want watch drama =X
Xi guan jiu hao la...
Friends also the best for me...
Why sometimes is coupl always the best? sometimes friends?
Cox when you lonely you need friends to care you...
Sometimes when no friends free to care you, you need a couple...
So both get it your life will be more wonderful...
But when couple break up with you le ^^
See how you face this problem norh...
Like want to emo or sad?
See how much you love them norh...
Aiyo, when you don't love and care a person you won't cry for them anymore...
Sometimes cry for friends just cox the friendship and you care them ^^
Is time back to watch drama <3
Byes. =)

what i reply to him

2008-11-26T05:17:00.001+08:00

Here is what I want to reply him.
In friendster bulletin.
He posted a bulletin and this my reply.
He let me feel he more disgusted.
But that his problem.
I also don't want to care.
Below is what I replied him.

From:
Date:	Wednesday, 26 November, 2008 5:11 AM
Subject:	sad? LOL!
Message:	that close to me de will know who I'm saying... actually I don't know that he posted this bulletin... Until my friend told me in msn this night...I knew it. But just now I'm busy so never reply it. Just want to tell you, if everyone like you, do wrong thing until break only will try to change it... and keep lying and lying... You let me feel you very scary, that last time when couple with you... I cried like siao zha bor cox of ur sickness... But what you do? HAHA! Continue to lie me that what you wanna to pass away~BB~ I now think back I want LOL... If I face everything like you, want to show off to everyone see, I will be very busy and LAME! Pls don't ask me you this time do wrong what... I can tell you, last time what you did YOU 4eva CAN'T compensation it. And I won't 4get what you did to me at the past! But I also won't care so much. And I super hate you, and blame myself why last time want payout so much on YOU!

BOOooo!!!!

2008-11-26T04:42:00.001+08:00

Yo sup! =X
2nd post for today ^^
Now is 4:42am...
All people sleeping already leh...
But I find out one people still haven sleep =X
That my breastfriend JANICE! <3
We also kena drama virus...
Keep watch watch watch...
Freedom so nice...
No one will keep annoy you...
Waiting the drama loading norh...
Like now so peaceful life really nice...
I'm stop to waste money...
Wanted to help mum save more money...
Few days ago, my mum went to hospital...
Cox she food poison...
Then yesterday, I heard my mum and bro talked about operation thing...
That my bro's eyes got some prob...
Everything i will share with my blog...
And close to me that really care me de...

stupid nite

2008-11-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hey yo! now is 1:49am...
What happen today neh?
Last night I lai ang norh!
But not really very pain la...
Cox i guai guai never eat any cold drink =X
Lalalas...
This morning I thought I can't on9 at 2 pm de nah...
Cox someone came my house...
So lo...
But at last also can^^
Then then I chiong audi!!!!!!!
Want get back my skill and tag hearts...
My ke ai de cpl no mood...
Due some something reason norh...
After that we chiong heart keep tag tag tag...
WOW! tomorrow audi maintenance le...
Bored si...
And just now I thought streamyx got maintenance la at 11pm...
Then at last no =X
If not i also can't post blog now luh...
Then just now on9 msn..
Then my david kor kor find me chat...
But he not really got mood...
Then we got some misunderstood...
Then argued norh...
Then I cried =X
At last also be fine back^^
We forever also bro and sis...
Today not really got mood to eat...
Cox lai ang make me feel don't want to eat...
Then just eat my dinner norh...
And here post to my stupid breastfriend "JANICE"
Bodoh la her =X
She hor now seldom on9 in audi